It was a year ago Monday that my mother threw a huge 90th birthday party for my Dad – against his protests. I remember sitting there at the party, a beautiful sunny day on the Cape, my Dad and Mom surrounded by friends and family expressing their love, thinking that she must realize that his time with us here is not long, so she wanted to have a celebration while he was still with us. Little had I suspected that SHE would be the first to go, and that, by this date, one year later, I would have observed BOTH of their transitions. Am I too old, too “grown up” to be feeling like an orphan on this day? Perhaps it’s the rain… Blessings to All who are experiencing grief and loss ~ for we know All is Present, in Love~~
Being at cause from the point of Grace, the point of Oneness, is the CORE cause to which we now invite ourselves.
This means that every aspect of the mind, body and emotion, of the heart and all else – are brought into Oneness with the Soul and the Spirit, becoming One in truth. One in all actions. One in decision making and choices. One in every moment, always and all ways.
As we treat ourselves in this manner, the Oneness with every person, place, thing and no-thing is readily obvious – and it becomes ever more obvious and tangible to our very mind, thinking and approach. It becomes a present, visceral experience, beyond all explanations.
As I watch, the Angels are lifting us up in their wings of Joy and
Delight as we open ourselves to the actualizing of the nature of Who We Truly Are.
There are delight and celebrations in heaven/ the ethers — indeed, the Very Fabric of our Being.
as we choose to deepen and expand the experience of who we are,
Being the Love that we are,
in our experiences of what we call Life.
It is a time of laughter and celebrations as we embrace more of Who We Truly Are, and choose these experiences of Love & Joy, over all else.
From about the time my Dad announced that he was tired of life, tired of the pain, and ready to go, and watching him as his body closed down, I have felt wrapped in a heavy cloak of silence. Much has gone on since then – the activity around his death and funeral, the Eden Event, amazing experiences at ARE, reunions with friends old and new, healing sessions, Oneness Blessings, work, meetings, and on – yet I carry my silence with me, still. I’m enjoying the moments, and the flow, I am in joy with the love of Being, I am laughing and sharing stories and having new adventures – and yet, the stillness. I have awakened, sobbing, inconsolable in the middle of the night, weeping vast reserves of sorrow, until I am spent. And silent. Still.
I am at Peace with the process – but it means this blog is rather silent, too.
Join us in Our Moments of Silence, while we Envision Anew a Life of Meaning and Purpose in Love.
